Fall for your type, finished

For some odd reason there's always a little of your ex in your next... just sucks when it's the same thing you hate in both of them.

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Fall for Your Type

I just pray that you don’t let me down right now, it’s too late, I’m already yours.

You just gotta promise me hearts won’t break and end up like before…

I swear I always fall for your type.

Tell me why I always fall your type.

I just can’t explain it at all.

I believe in people like you.

You never get to choose, that’s life.

You do all you can to hold back and it doesn’t work.

You throw up wall after wall, you fight, you lie to yourself.

I knew the truth the moment it happened. You had me.

But I didn’t want you to,

You’re so perfectly flawed;

So perfectly wrong for me,

But that’s what I love most.

I love that I should hate you.

I love that you think you know everything.

I love that you think I’m immature and dumb.

I love how you have no control over yourself.

I have a new appreciation for moths in a flame.

I watched myself get closer to you. I knew the risk.

I knew the end of our story before it started.

I can’t even say it took me by surprise.

I never want to see you again, and I won’t.

You’re leaving and taking a part of my soul with you.

I’m clutching at it, trying to hold on, but its water in my hands.

The more I try the faster it leaves. I hate this feeling.

There’s a hole where the piece belongs.

It’ll heal, eventually, with time and distance.

 But I’ll always know where it was, and who has it.

EX

Fall for your type part II

Trying to convince myself I found one

Making the mistake I never learned from…

I swear I always fall for your type.

Tell me why I always fall your type.

I just can’t explain it at all.

I believe in people like you.

How did I get here…again?

How can he be so alike? How could I not see it?

Consciously I ran from you, subconsciously I fell into you.

Sitting in the same place, looking at the same face,

Making the same mistake.

I gave everything to you, he’s getting it because he is you.

A carbon copy that stole my soul,

A clone destroying my defenses,

A recurring nightmare tearing me to pieces.

Two movies with the same ending.

One heart rebreaking.

You still have me; I can’t help it.

I’m floating in my love for you, but drowning in your apathy.

I need you to breathe and you’re holding me under.

Your fingers on my throat, you feel my pulse slow.

What if I let go? Let my soul float into yours,

We can melt and meld and become as it should be, as it could be, as I want it to be.

I can’t hold it anymore; I draw in deep and pull you to the center of my being.