Soul-tied

"A Soul Tie is when you create a connection or share yourself with someone, you give them a piece of your soul and your spirit and they give you a piece of theirs. It becomes a strong almost unbreakable bond that can hold you trapped until you decide to let it go." Prof. Hazel Edny

It’s pulling me, our tether, drawing me to you.

I want to leave, but I don’t want to be free.

You haunt every dream, Freud says it’s my subconscious.

Are you what my mind wants? No, you’re what my soul craves.

You’re like my breath, constantly reminding me to live.

You’re like my heart, silently continuing my existence.

I can fight my wants, but I can’t resist my desires.

I can suppress my thoughts, but I can’t restrict my feelings.

Who knew that one moment could change everything?

Whose fault was it? Who can I blame? Who should I hate?

In seconds you took from me, in a blink you gave to me.

It was nothing. How can so little mean so much, totally capture me?

Only a bit longer til’ I’m free. Til’ I can chalk it up to a slip in sanity.

Out of site out of mind. You’ll be gone and the cord will wither and die.

It will hurt, it already does, but I can do it.

 I can go on as if nothing happened.